A Day to Life Post- 82!

My silence is not my weakness.. It’s the beginning of my strength and it simply means that I dont find somethings important anymore.
This line has been running in my head since more than a week now. Doesn’t it give one a sense of achievement that finally you are not bothered with what people do? It does to me and it has only been possible because of my chanting.

Lately, I found myself being taken granted all over again by a person who was and is close to me. For me, after what I have gone through these 2 and a half years, it felt like deja vu and I am sure for all it’s not a great feeling at all. This person has always taken me for granted for the past 2 and a half years, and two weeks back it was the same. Why is it that when you have someone or something, we forget to value and appreciate them or it? It’s only when faith decides to take it away is when we realise it’s importance. I have asked this question way too many on my previous posts and trust me I always fail to get answers.

This time when I was taken granted for I simply did not allow it to affect me in anyway, I plan to move on. Move on to a better life, I realised that sitting and thinking about all these things is not going to give me anything, it’s better to not let this thing bother me at all. Which is not easy, but it is not impossible. It’s all about your dignity and self respect and no one else is responsible for it but we ourselves.

On March 1, I attended a study training course which was held by SGI Study Department Chief, who visited India from Japan, it was the first time that something like was held in Mumbai. The course was attended by 2500 leaders and I was one of them, including around 500 outstation guests from South and other cities of West India. From Mumbai we were around 2050 leaders, which was amazing. After listening to the study chief talk in Japanese, my friend and I decided to learn Japanese. I thought it would become easier to understand and feel more connected to the practice because Nichiren Daishonin was born in Japan. I am really looking forward to learn a new language, since I also plan to visit Japan soon. 🙂

Well that’s all for now. Will write soon! 🙂

Hope you all have a wonderful week!

Belated Happy Women’s Day to all the wonderful ladies! 🙂


6 thoughts on “A Day to Life Post- 82!”

  1. you will be amazed to know yesterday i was thinking i haven’t seen your post in long time, i was searching your post in my reader, and interestingly today you posted.

    yes, even i never understand why this behavior, we always go,vwhich we don’t have. we forget to appreciate what we have. currently i am going with same phase with mind, but reason is different. i am trying some chanting by my own but concentrating when your mind is suffocating you is difficult. hope i will also find something for me which will give a hope 🙂 and best wishes for new language learning, if you are planning to learn from online, i would to love to join, currently giving money is good for me 😉

    1. Hi Vinod. I know it’s been a long time since I posted last, and I have hardly been writing.. It’s just that in between I didnt know what to write, you know a block in mu head. But now slowly I am getting back to writing posts.
      Yes, we generally forget to appreciate what we have, be it a person or something. It’s just sad that some people keep behaving like this forever, to be honest in the end those are the same people who are left alone in the end, because no one will tolerate such a behaviour forever.
      Thank you, I plan to start leaning the language in April, and join a class. I will try to learn it online as well, like a homework you know. And will definitely share some links from where even you can learn.

  2. Your writings are so cool. You are really a fiercely confident woman. We need more people like you. Keep up the good work lady.

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